低調是否很傷人 - 水瓶

By Gary
at 2017-05-13T02:05
at 2017-05-13T02:05
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我的星座或生日:瓶女
他是金牛,剛交往,但認識一陣子了
過去從不吃窩邊草的我,因為他打破了這原則
實在很不習慣跟對方有相同的生活圈或相同的一群朋友
所以以前真的只愛陌生人。。。
在一起時,我說了,希望能在朋友面前先低調,一切順其自然。
畢竟,我覺得感情是兩個人的事,不需要跟其他人交代。
而且,水瓶的我又是重視朋友的那個,我不希望因為有了牛男後,我變成他的附屬品。
在朋友團體面前,我覺得我應該還是我,
所以即使大家都大概知道我們的關係變化,
我還是希望能自然的相處,
因為在朋友群裡,我不是誰的女朋友,我就是我自己
此外,水瓶的我,本來就不愛公眾放閃。在大家面前能多低調就多低調
但,今天,我似乎覺得這樣的我是不是太自私了
今天朋友聚會回家路上,牛男說我都不能光明正大好好牽你的手
你都閃開我的手。。
說真的,聚會過程我確實盡量不跟他在一起,
因為我不希望成為大家談論的焦點。。
也覺得沒必要。。。
不過,在車上聽到他那樣說的時候,
我有點生氣,但不是氣他
是氣自己!
覺得自己傷害了他一樣,
好像不敢承認我是他女朋友一樣。
自己也覺得好難過,但心裡那關就是過不了
在聚會中,會不自覺彈開他身邊
我想想後,發現
或許是自己太貪心 太自私
因為我不想失去我原本的朋友自由,
所以我可以自在的轉換身份和角色。
兩個人時,我是他女朋友
大家面前,我是大家的朋友
唉。。。難道這就是瓶女難搞的地方嗎!
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