凌晨掛了急診 獨立 依賴 都是我 - 雙魚
By Harry
at 2009-09-28T09:18
at 2009-09-28T09:18
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我是獨立的雙魚座
昨晚我痛的好厲害,呼吸從胸腔到腹腔都很痛,還痛到背部去
一直在刺痛,痛到沒辦法走路,自己還是硬著頭皮跑到新竹馬偕
來來往往的人,急救,快篩,終於輪到我
醫生要我驗尿,驗血,照X光
因為MC來,只好用導尿方式來驗
很痛,導尿很痛,頓時覺得很無助,拿著手機,不知道要打給誰
我傳簡訊給一個朋友,他或許是我覺得我可以讓我一點點力量的人
不過我沒說我在醫院急診,我只是問他回家了沒有,可是他可能在忙吧
沒有理我~~
或許有人很願意會為了我來,但是我不想麻煩人家
我心裡卻是如此無助。我討厭愛裝堅強的我,
明明需要人家的呵護,卻要跟另外一個自己唱反調
讓自己的心裡面,很難受,
在急診室的心情,很難過,於是不小心又掉了眼淚
零晨三點檢驗報告出來了,都沒問題
但是X光部分有些問題,好累喔
我又要一個人默默奮戰了嗎?
這幾天或許又要開始跑醫院了,
祝福我自己吧!
未來的路上,再怎嚜孤獨寂寞,
我也不願意再掉任何一滴軟弱的眼淚。
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昨晚我痛的好厲害,呼吸從胸腔到腹腔都很痛,還痛到背部去
一直在刺痛,痛到沒辦法走路,自己還是硬著頭皮跑到新竹馬偕
來來往往的人,急救,快篩,終於輪到我
醫生要我驗尿,驗血,照X光
因為MC來,只好用導尿方式來驗
很痛,導尿很痛,頓時覺得很無助,拿著手機,不知道要打給誰
我傳簡訊給一個朋友,他或許是我覺得我可以讓我一點點力量的人
不過我沒說我在醫院急診,我只是問他回家了沒有,可是他可能在忙吧
沒有理我~~
或許有人很願意會為了我來,但是我不想麻煩人家
我心裡卻是如此無助。我討厭愛裝堅強的我,
明明需要人家的呵護,卻要跟另外一個自己唱反調
讓自己的心裡面,很難受,
在急診室的心情,很難過,於是不小心又掉了眼淚
零晨三點檢驗報告出來了,都沒問題
但是X光部分有些問題,好累喔
我又要一個人默默奮戰了嗎?
這幾天或許又要開始跑醫院了,
祝福我自己吧!
未來的路上,再怎嚜孤獨寂寞,
我也不願意再掉任何一滴軟弱的眼淚。
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