努力是有回報的 - 天蠍

By William
at 2010-02-08T05:06
at 2010-02-08T05:06
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兩個月
我終於慢慢的爬到了比好朋友好一點的位子了
在全世界都不看好拼命叨念著放棄的情況下
現在的我可以摟著他的脖子
可以偷親他的臉頰
可以握他的手
可以摸著他的肚子
可是我是這樣換來的
他生病的時候噓寒問暖送熱湯
之後消夜早餐還有動不動的驚喜
讓他知道只要能讓他開心的事
我都會努力去做到
現在算友達以上嗎應該是吧
也幾乎天天見面吃飯
可是我還是一直擔心
天蠍不是不會日久生情的嗎
他是不是只是習慣我對他好
如果有一天一個讓他心動的女生出現
會不會頭也不回的走了
跟他睡了好多次只發生過一次關係後來就沒發生了
這個我也不懂為什麼
而且我一直有很介意的事情
他從來沒有主動摟過我
親過我
就連那唯一一次的關係都被朋友評為只是打炮不是做愛
然後最哽在心裡的是
有一次我跟他在我房間後來有個女生來找我聊天
他本來跟我躺在床上聊天馬上就起來
我跟他應該算有默契的偷偷來
可是他在朋友面前做的那麼清楚其實好心酸喔
而且那個女生之前又去他家睡過而且玩到差不多三壘
他還騙我說那是兩年前的事情明明就半年前
害我那天之後做了好幾次惡夢
不過他真的是個好男生
如果我看到的他是真實的他
他對愛情應該是謹慎內斂的
又帥雖然跟我這陣子吃下來胖了五公斤
唉每天想著他一分開就想東想西
想著他跟誰講電話有啥事情都會跟我說
是不是要給我安全感
想著他每天陪我是因為自己也無聊還是
因為我
自己一個人鑽牛角尖
唉人都是不知足的阿
靠不近的時候想說只要見的到他就好
見的到之後想說可以靠著他就好
靠著他之後漸漸的漸漸的
在乎起自己在他心裡有沒有那點什麼
我又在考慮等下要不要去送個早餐了
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