水瓶座女生的療傷日記01.you're not sorry - 水瓶

幸福，快樂，甜美。

煩惱，憂鬱，傷痛。




你選:

左邊? 右邊?







http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hfA0roTr9QM











故事裡愛情最美麗的樣子，

是王子跟公主相擁，

執子之手，與子偕老，是他們共同美夢。



所以，街上看到老爺爺老奶奶的手緊緊牽著，

[老伴在哪裡，我就在哪裡]的眼神，才感動得到你/妳。



但傳說中愛情最美麗的樣子，

卻是心碎一地的痕跡，

他還來不及為她做一個好人，兩個人已經走失在某個路口。



所以，有人聽情歌聽到流淚，喝得爛醉，夜不成眠。

這種美麗不是每個人都折騰得起，留在心裡的傷疤，它會提醒你/妳。



這就是愛情。

50/50的機會，我認識了你，你認識了我。

50/50的機會，我們擁有，然後失去。



誰都想要愛情的幸福，歡愉，跟甜美。

誰都有可能遭遇愛情的不幸，煩惱跟傷悲。



如果有一個人，讓另一個不肯相信愛情的人相信愛情，是最好。

如果有一個人，讓本來堅定信仰愛情的人開始不相信愛情......


請不要否認你身負重傷。


傷口或許藏在眼淚裡，也許躲在日記本中，

可能放在心裡的某個角落，然後跟自己玩躲貓貓的遊戲。

更可能走到下一個路口的時候，原本愛喝的咖啡不香了，喜歡看的藍天怎麼看都是灰的，

一份真摯美好的愛情重新擺放在眼前，卻不敢說要，



真˙摯˙美˙好˙



是什麼鬼啊? 絕對存疑。

早在500天前，就再也沒寫過這四個字了。

早在第一個謊言出現之後，就知道停在窗邊的不是青鳥，



是烏鴉。



黑色巨大無比的翅膀，壟罩住我那一年的天空

所有射進來的光線都只能透過折射，映照出一大塊想拼湊成圓卻潰不成形的影子

站在黑暗的舞台中央，穿著白色舞衣的芭蕾舞者身上綁著一根根操弄傀儡的絲線



悲傷的圈圈，轉著一圈又一圈。

轉過魁北克的地下鐵，轉過紐約的中央車站

轉過傷心的台灣，轉過無奈的溫哥華，

最後的最後，轉到早已booking好的盡頭。



謝幕。



謊言，真言，

靡靡之音聽過就算了，

男人，口說無憑，要看他為妳做了什麼。

我答應了誰，從此之後我只需要過著幸福的生活。



去年感恩節的真實謊言，不需要延續到今年，

最後的道歉，逗得我笑了:)

我不期待做錯事的人會有什麼罪惡感，也沒期待什麼道歉，

就像某個人不應該期待我的原諒才對，因為我只想把那些都抹得乾乾淨淨，

如果有人真的知道他錯了，請照著我的心願做，請放過我。

我只想快點原諒自己，對自己寬容，才能對身邊其他人寬容，

誰都不應該陪著我受罰，即使他心甘情願。



療傷日記第一篇，感謝作陪。


You're not sorry/ Taylor Swift


All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down


And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no






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